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Bored now, again....
Nov. 26th, 2006 11:01 pmI've hit the point where it's "I have so much to do in so little time I'll never get it done so I might as well just go back to bed." Maybe I'm part ostrich; if I hide from it I don't have to deal with it.
I'm not sure if this is boredom, apathy, or panic. We move in less than a month. 30 days. THIRTY DAYS! And we don't have a place to live, or for-sure jobs lined up, or anything more than just the kitchen packed...
Nothing is selling on craigslist. I heard back from two of the three that inquired, and they were all, "No, sorry, we changed our minds, screw you." Well, maybe not the screw you, but that's what it felt like. I want this stuff GONE. I want to exchange it for pretty green money, which we will then exchange for fuel at gas stations between here and Phoenix, so we can keep the truck running.
I want the china cabinet gone. I want the stereo and speakers gone. I want my camera gone. I want the dishes and glassware gone. I want the small appliances gone. I need to list the entertainment center and extra monitors, then I want those gone. Gone gone gone. Get rid of them and give me money. :-P Right now, the moving fund is $11. $61 if you count the $50 from my aunt. Which I still need to send her a thank-you for.
When I start thinking about everything we have to do in a month, I get sick to my stomach. I need to disconnect Matt's computer and hide it from him so he stops playing that Space Rangers game and starts DOING stuff around here. More than just the one or two things I ask him to do. Because if he's in playing his game, then I don't want to work, I want to play my game or sleep. If he's not working, I don't feel the need to work. I've ranted about this before, and YES, I've talked to him about it, not just ranted here about it.
All I want is the move to Arizona to be less stressful than the move to North Carolina. At least in that move, by the one-month mark, we had an apartment lined up and we thought we had jobs lined up. I just want this to work.
I think I'm going to go cry now. Or scream, or throw things, or throw up. I haven't decided yet.
I'm not sure if this is boredom, apathy, or panic. We move in less than a month. 30 days. THIRTY DAYS! And we don't have a place to live, or for-sure jobs lined up, or anything more than just the kitchen packed...
Nothing is selling on craigslist. I heard back from two of the three that inquired, and they were all, "No, sorry, we changed our minds, screw you." Well, maybe not the screw you, but that's what it felt like. I want this stuff GONE. I want to exchange it for pretty green money, which we will then exchange for fuel at gas stations between here and Phoenix, so we can keep the truck running.
I want the china cabinet gone. I want the stereo and speakers gone. I want my camera gone. I want the dishes and glassware gone. I want the small appliances gone. I need to list the entertainment center and extra monitors, then I want those gone. Gone gone gone. Get rid of them and give me money. :-P Right now, the moving fund is $11. $61 if you count the $50 from my aunt. Which I still need to send her a thank-you for.
When I start thinking about everything we have to do in a month, I get sick to my stomach. I need to disconnect Matt's computer and hide it from him so he stops playing that Space Rangers game and starts DOING stuff around here. More than just the one or two things I ask him to do. Because if he's in playing his game, then I don't want to work, I want to play my game or sleep. If he's not working, I don't feel the need to work. I've ranted about this before, and YES, I've talked to him about it, not just ranted here about it.
All I want is the move to Arizona to be less stressful than the move to North Carolina. At least in that move, by the one-month mark, we had an apartment lined up and we thought we had jobs lined up. I just want this to work.
I think I'm going to go cry now. Or scream, or throw things, or throw up. I haven't decided yet.
